Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: break up, chicago, college, oasis, s.o.s., wtf, wtf honestly.
so this Oasis break up.
this is not okay at all. at first it was funny and not serious to me at all considering this same thing happened a trillion times. but now it seems it’s final and my phone a friend life line is gone. Oasis cannot leave my life. those songs are such a huge part of my life i cannot describe it to you. but it’s okay.
I am moving to Chicago tomorrow morning. wtf? i’m finally excited. i hope that life actually happens there.
in memorial:


Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: bye, hiatus, london, noel gallagher, oasis, paris, ryan adams
Blah. For no reason (kinda?) I am feeling a whirlwind of emotions about everything and nothing at the same time. Ryan Adams and Noel Gallagher are the only two men I want in my life, ever [well hypothetically; hopefully it does not turn out that way in the long run -shrug-]. Speaking of Noel Gallagher… Oasis has brought back Live Forever, Roll With It, and My Big Mouth in the setlist. that’s so legit, and the night isn’t even over yet! BTW It’s a huge sin that I will be in the UK when Oasis are playing Manchester and I will not be attending. That goes against my religion essentially.
So on that note, kids, I will be HERE:


until the 13th/14th or something.
Hopefully this trip will be good and will take my mind off whatever. This post makes no sense and I am rambling. Have a good June.
while I’m gone, you can chuckle to yourself over the fact that I’m missing a serious opportunity.
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: anna karina, cinema, film, music, oasis, sigur ros
I finally have ventured into the bold, magical, atmospheric world of Sigur Ros, and I’m too lazy to find out how to insert the accent mark.
Here’s a song my friend sent me by the band. It’s so beautiful, I don’t even know how to describe it. I guess it’s a cold, blue, sparkling type of musical euphoria. It’s called “Olsen Olsen“. Do you ever feel that there is so much good music in the world, even things to be discovered from decades ago, and you will never have enough time to listen to it? I hope I can find all the time in the world to listen to amazing music.
I’m Anna Karina obsessing (then again I am always Anna Karina obsessing). She is beautiful, sad, and joyful looking all at the same time. Why is it that all actresses nowadays seem to be everything but? I think most of my favourite Godard films star Anna. Band of Outsiders is undoubtedly my favourite, and Une Femme Est Une Femme is a second.


I was involved in a conversation today about foreign films. a bunch of my friends are watching Amelie in film study right now and they ”can’t be bothered to read subtitles.” I give up on the world.
Anyway, this blog post is all over the place so I apologize. I’ve been in an unusually FANTASTIC mood recently, I’m not sure why. stuff about life seemed to click with me this week. I think I’m going to live my life…. unapologetically. I guess that would be the world. Selfishly. Just for myself. I never want to be stuck in a situation at work or with kids or something that is going to make me feel like I wasted my time. Life is so fragile and fast, it’s useless to me to worry about things like that. I just want to have fun and experience everything. I had an insane moment when my friend and out I went out to eat the other day, and we sat afterwards in the restaurant talking about this subject for an hour. We walked outside and on the speakers was “Live Forever.” Right from the beginning of the song. I think my heart exploded into a trillion pieces. I’ve never had a sign be that obvious in my entire life. Not only have I never heard that song on the radio, but how poignant that song was to that moment and that epiphany… was insane. I wanted to cry. I plan to live forever, and just in case I don’t I should probably just do what I deem necessary. No one else. To me, life would be useless to live it by someone else’s rules.
what the fuck. I am looking at some of my random music photos and I love this one. I don’t know why.
I think I am just going to listen to Oasis forever. and nothing else. ever. I do not give a damn if I am the most annoying person on the planet. I am aware, so you don’t need to tell me. I am so glad for this band’s existence because otherwise my life would be 100% worthless (okay maybe 80%) or something. I cannot wait for this awful part of my boring life to end in approximately 2 months. I cannot wait to be back in the UK and in France and hopefully in New York and in definitely Chicago this year. I cannot explain to you how awful this awful place is that I live in and I will do almost anything to get out of it. I cannot explain how much I hate this useless place. But… whatever. It will all be over soon. This town has no function at all. It is so unbelievably useless. This place (which shall rename nameless) has never felt like home to me, I guess it isn’t really. I think that some people are just accidentally put in the in the wrong place sometimes by God or Allah or Bob the Sun God, Fate the Bitch God or some other unknown force. I know what home feels like and this is definitely not it. I know that this is completely irrelevant to this photo (it might not actually but but I won’t even go there) that I just posted. I only posted it because I found the blog function on flickr.
I hope you are well. I sincerely hope you are well whoever you are.
I also hope that you will listen to this song because it is everyone’s life at some point.
“All those songs, if you listen to them, the feeling in all of them is of yearning — to be somewhere else, not to be here.”
I also hope that whoever you are, you have a friend. Whether it be in the form of your best friend that lives down the street or your friends that live overseas, I hope that you have friends that you can rely on to be there for you no matter what. I especially hope that you have some silly little piece of music or a really, really amazing record that you love so much it hurts, that you can lean on and listen to because we all know that that’s sometimes all there is. When you live in a place as useless as this, the only things that matter or make sense are the relationships you hold with the people or the things you love. Because I know that feeling alone and feeling like the world is leaving you behind or time is flying by you are some of the worst feelings in the world. Living is not easy unless you have friends with laugh with or shoulders to cry on. So frankly, I don’t care if you listen to the Stone Roses or Pearl Jam or Hendrix or Public Enemy or U2 or Neil Young or AFI or Radiohead or Taylor Swift or Lily Allen. I don’t care if you hate the things that are most important to me. I don’t care if you are a liberal or a conservative. I don’t care if your favourite movie is Breathless or Step Up. I could care less if you like muscle cars or football or art. I don’t care if you are a boy or a girl. I especially do not care if you are weird or not. If you need someone to talk to, I am here. If you need someone to recommend a good book or a song or something, I am here. As a friend or as someone you can just vent to and walk away from, I am here.
I don’t even feel sad or down or anything right now. I just hate knowing that there are people out there that don’t have someone to talk to. People that feel lonely or lost or homeless. I am very lucky to have music and 3 very good friends that are always there despite anything. Just remember that there is a light that never goes out.
This is less of a blog and more of a diary these days but… well there you go. and wow, this entry just started with a photo of Liam Gallagher and look what it turned into.
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: bob bonis, cinema, film, keith richards, me, oasis, photography, self, the fall
- I worked at Madelaine’s dad’s place last night. It reminded me so much of my last job. I have no idea what to do for a summer job this year. Working with food isn’t that bad, just… not my thing?
- Speaking of food. I brought home 2 brownies from Mr’s place last night. I had half of one last night while I was editing the video Madelaine and I made as Liam and Noel (you probably can’t see it, and definitely if you’re not my facebook friend. Thank your lucky stars), and I brought them back into the kitchen this morning. Someone ate them in the span of the 2 hours I watched a movie downstairs. Someone in this house is not owning up to it, and it is not fucking okay with me at all.
- The movie I watched was The Fall, a rec from Abby. It was really really really weird but really really good. The imagery is incedible. It’s like a moving Salvador Dali painting.


Who knows why movies like this don’t get any attention anymore. Miss March is all the rage or whatever right?
- Don’t you hate when people won’t admit to stealing your fucking brownies? jchrist.
- Radiohead just dropped off my last fm top artists. I feel like I just lost at least 2 stone of pretentiousness.
- This.
Photo by Bob Bonis who has a collection showing in NY of the Beatles and Stones’s first US tour.
- Do you think that photographers/journalists/everyday citizens know that a band is going to be huge? Do you think that as soon as people heard the Beatles or the Stones or the Who that they would become legends? I always wondered that. I think they say 25 years later that they knew, that they could “feel it,” but I really don’t know.
- 2 random photo booth pictures that should be seen:
dressing up as Liam for that fucking said video. 7$ XXL parka on the sales rack at Target that inspired it. Fuck yeah. personally I think it’s a great video but no one knows what we’re on about.
me and the rabbit/fox dog who is rarely seen these days.
- And last but not least, who the hell is Lady GaGa?
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: oasis, film, cinema, 8 1/2, the dreamers, art, stills, caps, shane meadows, this is england, michelangelo antonioni, blow-up, david cronenberg, eastern promises, francois truffaut, jules et jim, federico fellini, anton corbijn, control, bernardo bertolucci, hotel chevalier, wes anderson, danny boyle, trainspotting, a little princess, alfonso cuaron, bailie walsh, lord don't slow me down
WHOA. IMAGE-HEAVY. APOLOGIES?
Wow. I was just looking through a RANDOM community on LJ, film_stills and I started geeking out and feeling all inspired. There were tons of caps of some of my favourite obscure (ish) movies. I figured I’d post some of them here for you to fawn over.
Films are the most inspirational art medium to me (and this is coming from Meg the photographer). I admire many more filmmakers than I do photographers. I don’t know what that says, maybe I’m into the wrong hobby? I think if I could do anything it would filmmaking in some way. I think photography is amazing and so many photographers and photos inspire me in different ways but… I can’t tell you the buzz I get off certain films. I think to successfully convey an idea on film is just a magical talent that is nearly impossible to possess. these are just some random caps but they are unbelievably inspiring to me. I hope you feel the same way after seeing some of them (and if you haven’t seen the movies you MUST!!! the caps almost don’t do them justice!!!)
(1966) Michelangelo Antonioni’s Blow-Up
the best movie you’ve never seen. it’s based on David Bailey’s life, and plus you have the brilliant David Hemmings playing him with tons of hilarious and ironic references (Verushka, the Yardbirds?!) it’s such a good film. I don’t know many people who have seen this one so… put it on your blockbuster/netflix queue. now.


“I am in Paris.”
(2006 I think?) Shane Meadows’ This Is England
I love this film. I can’t even descibe it to you. Not to sound condescending here, but most Americans won’t get this film (I don’t get parts of it either) so I don’t know if I should recommend it to you or not. This move affected me so deeply. the imagery is so. gorgeous. though, so that alone is worth it I think.





(2007) David Cronenberg’s Eastern Promises
Cronenberg, (a naked) Viggo Mortensen, Vincent Cassel, Naomi Watts. What else do I have to say? This is ALMOST as amazing as History of Violence (and that’s saying a lot).




(1962 I think?) Francios Truffaut’s Jules Et Jim


(1963) Federico Fellini’s 8 1/2
don’t speak to me if you haven’t seen this film. I can’t explain to you how incredible I think it is.

(holy shit, that second cap. LOVE.)
(2007) Anton Corbijn’s Control
Whatever, don’t need to talk about this. I know if you’re reading this you’ve seen it. It’s the most beautifully shot film of the decade bar There Will Be Blood. let the pictures speak for themselves…





(2001) Richard Kelly’s Donnie Darko

(2003) Bernardo Bertolucci’s The Dreamers
Alright I’m biased. It has all my favourite actors in it in my favourite time period. But it is a nearly perfect film about 1960s Paris. I don’t understand all the hate it receives one bit.




(2007) Wes Anderson’s Hotel Chevalier
I love this ???short??? (it comes before the Darjeeling Limited) and I HATE. HATE. HATE. Wes Anderson and most of his bullshit movies. It’s such a beautiful film (idk what to call it).

(2005) Alfonso Cuaron’s A Little Princess
Just saw this in the comm and I almost fainted when I found out it was a Cuaron. I loved this film so much as a kid. I guess looking at the caps I should have guessed it was Alfonso…

(2007) Bailie Walsh’s Lord Don’t Slow Me Down
there’s no shit I’m biased, but this is the best music doc of all time. Frankly I don’t give a fuck if you don’t like Oasis or think they’re all dicks and their music all sounds the same, if you like films you will love Lord Don’t Slow Me down. Here are some caps to prove it.





(omg. perfect?)

and finally…
(1996) Danny Boyle’s Trainspotting
this was my first “favourite movie of all time.” I’m so glad Danny Boyle is finally getting American recognition with Slumdog but he should have gotten it with Trainspotting. It’s a perfect movie.


Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: be here now, d'you know what i mean, music, oasis
holy shit
That’s all folks.
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Alright so… I can’t even believe I’m going to do this. I cannot believe I am going to put this on a public blog. But… this has to be done (seriously no pun intended). my friend did this on her LJ and she is now making me do it (that’s an exaggeration). I figure it will be interesting…. or totally predictable. all of you that know me probably know my top 5 already.
(1) List 16 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions.
(2) Put all of them in order of your lust for them. (1 is the hottest.)
(3) Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
(4) Supply photos.
16. Ewan McGregor
I don’t even know when I discovered Ewan. I don’t care. He’s in so many of my favourite movies (Trainspotting is in my top 3 if not my favourite). He has a British cool to him and he can play almost any role and look good with any hairstyle. That is a feat that many have not yet accomplished.
15. Fab Moretti
Look at him.
14. Liam Gallagher circa 1994
I can’t really pick a steady time where I would do Liam. I would say at any time, but there are some times when he looks like a complete utter idiot. And most of the time I’m busy saying how much I hate him or think he’s such a fucking dumbass. But most of the time Liam looks amazing despite his inability to form a sentence (Bushitis). Especially young Liam. But he isn’t looking too shabby now either… He’s the epitome of rock and roll and don’t argue with me.
13. Dhani Harrison
He’s the one near the top, you freaks. I guess if I couldn’t get a young George I may as well go for this. Dhani is gorgeous and is basically a lesser talented version of his father. Who cares. You love him and so do I.
12. Robert Pattinson
Okay. I need to defend myself on this one. I am not a Twilight freak by any stretch of the means. I saw the movie and read the fist book THAT’S IT OKAY. So don’t yell at me. I called this shit back in the days of Harry Potter, ok? And I have a leg up on all of you. I saw him in a restaurant in London in 2006 and we made eye contact.
11. George Harrison circa 1967
HE’S FUCKIN’ GEORGE. I don’t need to explain that. I am not explaining that.
10. Johnny Marr circa 1986
If I had to name my top 100 songs, Johnny contributed to probably at least 40. And he is the best wearer of tight trousers in the history of music.
9. Eva Green
So okay, I probably wouldn’t because I don’t swing that way. But Eva Green is AMAZING. And the most gorgeous person alive. If I had to go gay for anyone it would be her.
8. Jeremy Irons
I just talked about him. He’s one of those untouchable actors. I think the first film I saw of his was Lolita which is an interesting choice for getting hooked on an actor… He has something I can’t articulate. He’s amazing.
7. Louis Garrel
I’ve already talked about him too much in this blog. The first film I saw of Louis’ was The Dreamers. been hooked since.
6. Johnny Depp
Film virtuoso. Insulted America and fucked off to Europe. I know the first JD film I saw was the first Pirates. 2003? I guess I was kind of behind. Then I saw the other stuff like Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Edward Scissorhands, you know. If you are a straight girl or a gay man and Johnny Depp isn’t high on your list, you have a problem. No really. Get that checked out.
5. Keith Richards circa 1968
Why not? The Stones were my first obsession. I still think they are incredible/one of the best bands of all time. And Keith back in the day… WHOA. He had the best head of hair for a long time. tell me you wouldn’t want to run your hands through that.
4. Romain Duris
French. Breathtaking. Was in most of my favourite modern films (The Beat That My Heart Skipped). Breathtaking. Did I mention he’s totally gorgeous?
3. Daniel Day-Lewis
DDL is my all time favourite actor. Aside from being ridiculously smart and sharp-witted, he is (well, mostly was :-/) gorgeous. I love everything he’s ever touched. He’s fucking incredible.
2. Gaspard Ulliel
Gaspard is French, an incredible actor, has incredible taste (he loves Godard and Truffaut, wtf) and is gorgeous. anyone with hormones doesn’t need me to explain this one. I don’t know how I became aware of him though, to be honest.
1. Noel Gallagher



So maybe this one needs some explaining. In this list of men with long black hair and high cheekbones you have Noel. You all knew this was my number 1. Don’t ask me why, because I don’t know. And if you look at the rest of this list, he is kind of totally random. I think he is so hot and I don’t know what it is. And if I had to compile a list of my top 100 songs he probably wrote the other 60. I know that I’m insane. I know that he looks totally wonky at some time and flat out weird. I know that he is the biggest jackass on planet earth. I forget who said this but, this sums it up: “I would let Noel Gallagher do his horizontal Manchester jig right on top of me and let him brag afterwards about how he did it better than anyone in the Beatles ever could.”
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: d'yer wanna be a spaceman, get me out of here, lyrics, music, oasis
These are some of my favourite lyrics of all time.
I haven’t seen your face round
Since I was a kid
You’re bringing back those memories
Of the things that we did
You’re hangin round
And climbing trees
Pretending to fly
D’Yer wanna be a spaceman
And live in the sky
You got how many bills to pay
And how many kids
And you forgot about
The things that we did
The town where we’re living
Has made you a man
And all of your dreams
Are washed away in the sand
Well it’s alright
It’s alright
Who are you and me to say
What’s wrong and what’s right
Do you still feel like me
We sit down here
And we shall see
We can talk
And find common ground
And we can just forget
About feeling down
We can just forget
About life in this town.
It’s funny how your dreams
Change as you’re growing old
You don’t wanna be no spaceman
You just want the gold
All the dream stealers
Are lying in wait
But if you wanna be a spaceman
It’s still not too late
Well it’s alright
And It’s alright
Who are you and me to say
What’s wrong and what’s right
Do you still feel like me
We sit down here
And we shall see
We can talk
About common ground
And we can just forget
About feeling down
We can just forget
About life in this town.












(yes I know that’s from the film, my friends, but come on, if it was ANYTHING like that, tell me you wouldn’t want to be hanging out with her). 


Irons is Lolita is just about the best thing ever.
and he is my favourite actor of all time.
a shot buy